RE: From me to Me

Rely on no one but thee for thy happiness.

On 10th January 2011, I wrote a letter to myself. Looking back, I could still feel the same loneliness as I did, if I wanted to. Being single wasn't easy, but it is harder to deal with relationships that aren't meant to be, be it family, friends or love. Over the past months I have gotten used to being single. I realised that the solution to loneliness is keeping myself busy with family and friends, and enjoy my down time. It is funny that of all people, I, today said that I need some more alone time, some down time. By which I really mean TV time.

The reply...

Dear the Inner Veronica,

After months of effort, I have established fair miles in my career path. I am now in Hong Kong refurnishing myself from the inside to the outside to ensure that I am up for the challenge, and strong enough to stand through thunders that have yet to come.

An important lesson for me to learn now, is really just how to be patient and pick out the best cherry from the tree. I conceal my feelings now, let them lie deep within. I shall judge with my mind before my heart would commit. I hope that next time my time and effort would be well spent.

Veronica.

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Dear Veronica,

Just a few reminders.

*Life is not perpetual, if you want something done, do it now. You don't need anyone or anything to keep you happy. You simply have to be satisfied with what you have, right here right now.

*Work is on-going (and you would hope it continue to be), so to achieve work satisfaction it should come from within yourself. You know you can do better, give everything your best and have no regrets. Make me proud!

*Every fear and sadness will only make you stronger - face each of your challenge with confidence, faith, motivation and laughter!

*You may feel like you are alone, but cherish it, because you know deep down that one day some idiots (whom you may happen to love) may just rob you of your alone time.

Last but not least, you have been so much of a loser lately, pick it up girlie!

Love,

The Inner Veronica